Rassi byenfejr!

rassi thabe7ni. men awwal ma gmt today i woke up around 11 am. brushed my teeth ate breakfast then around 12:15 i slept again!
9ayra shay khayal min il khmool!
i have to take my hormone test results min youm il sabt oo still ma khthaithum! wee3 sh.hal 3eesha. i have to do something about it. am too tired to do something about it. kan el mafrooth arou7 at 5 pm astlem ntayej el fa79 bs rasi y3awerni oo mali khulg a6la3 waroo7 mukan.
I know what i need! a7ad eyeeb el hoooz mal il 7adeeqa wareeeeeeeeeeeesh 3alay!
i hate me today.

Back to Kuwait.

eeh am back.
the trip was good. been shopping like crazy a3aweth elnaqs el 3a6eefi il feeni :D
i love dad.
la i really love dad.
bs he annoys me when he somkes. hes a heavy smoker.
i always pray ina alah yakhith min 3omri oo ya36eeh.
even ildriver lama kinna msafreen galna kalmaw elwaled tara wayed ydakhin. its scary lamma a7ad yla7th.. although ina we knew ina he smokes a lot bs someone pointing it out ummmm itkhali ilsalfa akbr.
i luv my new bag.
did i mention that am obssessed with bags?
i miss my room.
yes i thought about him a lot. but no i don't wanna go back.
why do i still keep his messeges? i should delete them. i will inshalah. anytime soon.
my mobile got stolen. il7aqeer elli bagga ya3ala mayetwafag.
my sweet little sister shes 15, dazzatla msg (3ala mobiley incase ygdr yb6la eb ay 6areeqa) "alah yakhith aghrathek mithl ma khathait mobilena yal 7arami" LOL! isn't she CUTE! a7ibhaa..
me go take bubble bath.
me tired.

Humph..

i still didn't pack.
i feel crapy. i need to shower.magmt min frashi 9arli 6 hours. is it depression? i just wanna eat oo stay in bed. i look lo3a cuz am wearing my glasses i have this Dr. appointment next week for this surgery 7ag 3yooni oo lazm araye7ha oo ma albes el nathara.. yet lazm ata3b nethr ilnas to look at me oo shakli ilo3a bil glasses.. although i love my chanel glasses! screw kil mn.
i want food. i need choco pudding min slider station.
i need.
lish i need him oo ohwa mafi shay zain?!
no wait.. 7aram fee ashya zaina. bs uhwa kilish mu modaili. 7achur. wayed thin. dosen't communicate well. has amazing eyes. i miss his hands. wee3 wee3 stop it.
i need a bath.

first thoughts.

I miss him.
i need a job.
i love being occupied.
i hate him.
i have to pack.
my leg hurts.
am i gonna be alright?
i miss my old house.
i don't feel at home.